passing by.... take none for granted

seemly, not much of happening...
a weird wedding of lengs coursin
a frustrating suites that keep pressing my button
a sickly leng that required TLC...
a temptation to get a macbook but cant find a good enuff excuse to do so
an job offer and another potential recommendation...
a time when wedding dinners too comment
a few new mothers and fathers...
a few more that caught some sickness in between
a new boss in days to come
a few new notes to play
a few new bills to pay

wata shi wa nazzzzz kuku baka

okie the lyrics from dreamz fm came along way
i heard it first on channel 5 chemistry sitcom
den the next time was jonathan leong singing it on his SI final
it misleading and it sounds like i m having a rough pitch with leng
nope
its most like leng and i going thru a crossroad
i got an offer to work in beijing.,,,,, hence shd i stay or shd i go?
a chance of lifetime to jus go the same old me.... no tomoro and jus nike.... just do it
or shd i be safe and fall in line with the rest and just rest in my comfort zone and be merry?
i am going revert them soon
the ups is i think i m too comfortable in my position now
i wana edge out and grow abit more
the time i grew is when
i jus hack care and
1 go melbourne and studie and know a great deals and frens.( daryl u are one of them) and of cse i lose some fren in the process
2 i quited my laast job... be it by force... by i resigned and step up to be in a shitty agency life
3 taking the plunge to get married and the hdb u live in i truely can call it my whole... u shd see the shit load of stuffs we have in our mcnair flat and u will know all in all is all we owned... the fridge to the rag.... its a strange and amazing feeling u will get when u got ur very own pad one day
4 the next step i will take this time.....

maybe jus need to be more asure of myself.... maybe i m jus scare of treadin in unfamilar grounds again,,,,

weekily weakling waddling wednesday

so much so for mid day...
its a day somehow i oways ponder and reflect over wat has been happening alot the last few days
a time to revisit the things i had done or i had not...
like a frank muller watch.... its crazy hours....
the rush and fuss and wait to rush to wait...

By Dreamz FM

Had a drive
Driven by your love
But when you messed around
I lost the drive I found

Thought you needed
Needed someone true
But you changed your mind
Or had I failed you?

Wish you’d been
Careful with my heart
But you tore it apart
And broke an angel’s heart

The kiss was true
Has to end somehow
But I am livin’ proof of what love is about

It’s hard holding you
Loving you, losing you
It’s sad to be true
And be fooled by you
I don’t know (I don’t know)
I gotta know
Should I stay or should I go?

You played me on
Played me like a clown
But I feel for you
Eventhough I’m down

My heart is heavy
Heavy like a rock
But I am so amused
You’re still in my thoughts

It’s hard holding you
Loving you, losing you
It’s sad to be true
And be fooled by you
I don’t know (I don’t know)
I gotta know
Should I stay or should I go?

Oooohh…should I stay?
Should I go?

It’s hard holding you
Loving you, losing you
It’s sad to be true
And be fooled by you
I don’t know (I don’t know)
I wanna know
Should I stay or should I…?

This time its done
It’ll never feel the same
But we had some good times
Guess it’s sad just the same

I guess the truth
Doesn’t matter somehow
But you were livin’ proof of what love is about…