life before death or after death on the center stage?

i wonder to grieve over the last period before u leave this world is more important to most people...
what we shd dwell on its the afterlife.... will u see sea of fire? or creams like clouds?

am quite on the lower mode.... the work i see i love is abit diluted... with the business and the figures we have to
make and swallow...
its reality.... no money, no talk lor

the tender part of me wana be at peace with myself... the thing is i jus have to be hush to people that give no respect to themself at times... times when i got sandwiched... its jus a matter of making sense and justify what things is done that way...

end of the day, its jus work.. do i have to be so affected?

"affected" the word we use to describe our feelings when we are upset with each other a upon the dating time....

i am "affected" lah..... spell it all....
funny but interesting

i need to count my blessings..... today

a happy life
a nice lunch
another non smoking day
another day peace with myself
a beauty wife
a nice cosy home
sleep at night
a beauty day
a promising future
....

i love my life...
i shd be happy,,,


over and out