will those that still happened to read this blog please stand up pullesss stand up

hey ho! those reading this blog please let a short comments..... at least i know there are still soul reading this blog.

i have been lazy....... more like i have been in a state of mental constipation....
nothing really excite me to really blog anything...

till now.,,
a realisation that i realise....(wat the?)

okie okie....
there was a time, when people say singapore wont make it,,,,,,, but we did,,,,,,,

opsss

not that either


serioud tone now


there was a time when the people around me started to get there first job.... first independent.... first self assured spending power,,,,,

it was fresh...... interesting


then it become a time when everyone tying the knot..... and have a home of their own....

recently,,,, i get news of people i know become dad and mum...

even i m a overdued uncle to be,,,, (my sis is preggy)

so much so,,,,, i get to see kiddos growing up....

i wonder wat will be next


i resent when i think that when the days come will all my frens will be not on this earth,,,,
when the day my love ones and all the people around me expired.....
and all i do in my old age is to attend wake....

somehow i wished i die later than leng... not that i wish her to die first....

but i dont wan her to face the saddness seeing me in the coffin when she drags the days onwards .... living another day,,,,

live for the day i say...... be happy for now wat u have